Kazama Posted September 18, 2011 Share Posted September 18, 2011 Have you ever experienced a situation where the most innocent of notions was the only thing that kept your sanity on track? This thought has became fairly new to me however that same question has lingered in the shadow of my life. You see I am one of those tragic cases in the sense that as a child I never could believe in the monster under the bed. The monsters who I knew existed would see too it to sweep my bed beneath me and torch the roof above my head. If you hadn't guessed it, my family had connections with the very stereotypical life of organised crime. It had it's dangers, yet in some ways it took as much off the streets. My father always told me stories up until his passing of how the perverts , rapists and narcotic dealers of today would not of stood a chance. A time where turf war was purely income, and that income meant livelihoods. My father was a man who lived the burden of guilt so I didn't have too. An individual who did all the wrongs for the right reasons; it was a life he chose and a choice he regretted. Until the day he died he did everything in his power to never have that way of life darken my doorstep. Two years after his death and I sat poised in a hospital listening to a doctor tell me a fatal diagnosis for the reason I endured excruciating pain from two months prior. Without drowning the mood further it was the illness that no one ever even wants to hear let alone acknowledge. The words he uttered were supposed to be brimming with hope and confidence yet his eyes told a whole different story. Once I heard the possibility of treatment I jumped at the chance and could feel my sense of upbringing yearning to battle this illness. No one raised me up to be a quitter, under no circumstance would I of been allowed to be sorry for myself. As long as there was a route forward, I knew I had to take it. No matter what. Confidence on the other hand falls short when that path towards salvation becomes drenched in utter agony. Reoccurring shots pelted my body, a pain with no description or comparison. Whenever that pain got too much to handle, I would begin having these thoughts.... All the years ive walked on this Earth, I can't confess to ever following a dream. During the good and the bad days I would indulge in a form of entertainment that captivated my soul and enthralled my passion. The family would take a feign interest however they always respected the fact that I held a love for it. Some may refuse to admit it, I won't be one to withhold the truth. A future in professional wrestling was always the dream, the vision that seemed further away than the challenge of reclaiming my own state of health. Every time I almost screamed in rage in that sick bed, I always had the fire in my heart telling me that if I ever walked away from this, nothing would stop me from living that very dream. No one would ever tell me it would not be a possibility. To survive death itself changes a man, and it changes the landscape of which he lives. So here I am now sitting in a seat in the executive building in the biggest promotion this mortal coil has to offer. Please understand I do not bare delusions of grandeur, to just be apart of my dream would be enough to keep a promise, a promise I made to my very self. When you stare into your core and you see a glimmer of hope, it must be seized. The very notion that pulled me through to the other side, the very incentive that gave me comfort; THAT is why I am here today. And that is why I am making this next step. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- [OCW Rep] Mr Kazama if you would kindly come with me. We are ready to begin with your interview process now. [Kazama:] Thank you Miss, please lead the way..... 3 [CENTER][IMG]http://www.m1xe.com/www/cold_spider.jpg[/IMG][/CENTER] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Michael Morrison Posted September 18, 2011 Share Posted September 18, 2011 I'm the one who knocks! Some people might get that one. Anyways... very intriguing stuff. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tiberius Dupree Posted September 18, 2011 Share Posted September 18, 2011 That was freaking awesome! "You either die a hero or live long enough to become Nate Ortiz" - Drago Cesar "Let me make myself clear: you work for me. If I tell you to fight Blaine, you fight Blaine. Hell, if I tell you to fight a lion, you WILL fight a lion and still thank me afterwards for giving you a job." - Mr. Sensation Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mayhem Posted September 26, 2011 Share Posted September 26, 2011 if you really want a PS3 branch read here http://www.ocwfed.com/forum/showthread.php?11807-PS3-CCW-petition&p=89754#post89754 https://t.me/pump_upp Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chris Mania Posted September 26, 2011 Share Posted September 26, 2011 Damn Kaz, didn't know you could rp. Good stuff man. EST. 2006 http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c47/Spoonermania/CFC.jpg - GET BEHIND ME AND SING, CAUSE EVERY HERO GOT A THEME SONG - http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c47/Spoonermania/the_steve_userbarcopy.jpg Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Brandon Hostile Posted September 26, 2011 Share Posted September 26, 2011 The Fireeee! You don't mean anything. You're insignificant and you will never know what hate is. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kazama Posted September 28, 2011 Author Share Posted September 28, 2011 Thank you for the feedback. Been a bit busy this passed week and working on a follow up RP. If anyone is interested in a mouth piece or a manager please drop me a pm. [CENTER][IMG]http://www.m1xe.com/www/cold_spider.jpg[/IMG][/CENTER] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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