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THE TRIAL OF VENUS - CHERYL STIXX RELEASES SOPHOMORE ALBUM

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The Trial of Venus is finally here!

 

Hi everyone! My StixxStars, and the whole OCW Galaxy. 

 

Today, I’m here to share something deeply personal and incredibly special to me: The Trial of Venus.

 

This album is a package of everything that went down in my life this crazy year — the year I returned to OCW, the year I fully jumped back in after so many years away. It’s an honest reflection of the journey so far: the monsters I faced, my inner demons, my triumphs, my self-discovery.

 

If Cherilyn was about the girl before Cheryl Stixx and how she came to be, The Trial of Venus is about where I stand now.

 

I allowed myself to feel fully. I allowed myself to be petty, angry, fragile, intense, horny, sad, insecure, jealous — all of it.

 

If I started this project slightly tinted with self-pity, I’m grateful I finished it with the clarity of my freedom — and with the grace to not only forgive myself, but everything that ever tried to hold me back. Through it, I saw that I am pretty when I panic — and that it can be a trap. I faced my fear of relapsing and that constant hunger for the next rush. I saw myself standing at crossroads, begging for things that might never be, but I also earned the pride of refusing to bend just to be chosen — ever.

 

And speaking of pride, I think it’s safe to say I’ve never been so open about my desires, or so loud about the joy of being exactly who I am. I faced the reality of wanting to be perceived. Respected. Heard. And if I had to build my own table just to have a seat at it — then okay. I can do that.

 

I allowed myself to be proud of my accomplishments, of my legacy. I am STILL that girl.

 

I reflected on the nonsensical truth that sometimes things just are what they are — a wingbeat and life’s cray-cray. I got angry. I yelled about jealousy over things and people that weren’t even mine. I wondered which Cheryl is waiting for me behind doors I never got to open — and if I never open them, are they still me? Am I still worth it?

 

I dressed myself in girlhood and female power — UGH — loads of it. I faced every omen and its consequences. I got horny. I let it out.

 

And finally, I got my verdict:

 

Every woman is my religion.

I am divine.

We are.

 

I hope you experience this journey as deeply as I lived it. It’s been messy, euphoric, painful, empowering — and absolutely worth it.

 

Thank you for being here. Thank you for witnessing this chapter. Thank you for allowing me to grow in front of you.

 

I love you.

 

Stixx up!

 

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Stream The Trial of Venus NOW!

YouTube: 

 

Album Cover:

 

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Tracklist:

 

1. The Trial of Venus

Runtime: 4:07

 

2. Pretty When I Panic

Runtime: 3:35

 

3. Crashing for Fun

Runtime: 4:44

 

4. Crimson Cross

Runtime: 3:36

 

5. Pick Me Not

Runtime: 3:22

 

6. Boys Call it Hot

Runtime: 3:34

 

7. A Sit at the Table

Runtime: 5:58

 

08. Still That Girl

Runtime: 3:34

 

09. Butterfly Logic

Runtime: 2:29

 

10. It’s Perfectly Fine!

Runtime: 4:20

 

11. The Door

Runtime: 3:19

 

12. Girlette

Runtime: 3:39

 

13. Omen

Runtime: 5:03

 

14. Soft Power

Runtime: 3:48

 

15. The Verdict

Runtime: 3:48

Edited by Cheryl Stixx

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