And I'm sorry but your whole dress up routine is annoying. It screams look at me! I need vindication! I'm the best! How creative am I?
The fans are smarter than that. They see you for what you are.
An egotistical bitch who without the attention is just as likely to become a Crack whore that sells get body. Not to make money but that she can feel that she might be loved if yet briefly by the faces that blur by.
So enjoy being flavor of the month when the wolves turn on you I will watch, not glad, but aware that what brought upon your own downfall was the determination to seize everything without considering what the weight of such importance might be. You will fall not to the enemies that surround you but by your own foolishness as your life collapses under your own deluded senses.